I Don't Want to Jinx It

I don’t want to jinx it,
I don’t want to scare,
I don’t want to worry
about how much you care.
I just to hold you;
I just want to kiss you in the night.
I just want to be safe in the knowing
that this time it’s right.
I can’t say how much I am starting to care,
Because if I do, you’ll be gone for sure.
When do I tell you such a strange thing?
That times when you see me, it could be her?
How do I break that kind of news,
That there is more to me than me,
and people who have lives inside my head?
How will I know when the time will be
you won’t run away from what I’ve just said?